Where have I been?

For the past few weeks I have been working almost non stop between my two jobs (well really three if you count the SFC). As of today, I am down to one job and I actually have the next two whole days off. I have been journaling whenever possible in my regular journal but have sadly neglected my blog. That is not to say that I haven’t been thinking about things to write, I just have not had the chance to actually write them.

Of the observations that I have made in the last couple of weeks these seem to be the most significant to me (in no particular order):

- I am not someone who can really work two jobs and still keep my sanity and relationship intact.

- In spite of the previous statement, I think somehow I will be able to pull of school and work.

- A movie theatre is one of the only places where people are willing to sit and eat in what sometimes amounts to a giant garbage can. In the projection job that I just left, I had to clean theatres and it suddenly hit me that these people were sitting and eating in their own garbage. Would those who simply leave popcorn, soda and other things on the floor of a theatre go back to a restaurant where instead of taking the plates back to the kitchen and properly disposing of the food, the waiters just dumped the food on the floor and sat the next customers?

- I want to be an artist, a true artist.

- Even really shitty art looks better in a frame.

- I want to start a new company and work for myself.

- TV can really be destructive to my time and creativity.

- I want to write a novel.

- The public transport system in Denver sucks, and if I have to read one more fucking sign that RTD one best Transport System like 200 years ago, I am going to scream. I once rode a bus from 54th and 5th in NYC to the Cloisters at like 190th, and still had a better experience than riding the bus in Denver.

- Valium and I want to spend a month in the next 2 years bumming around Europe.

- A mediocre film can be made better with the addition of really hot naked people (see the Blade (please G-D let this be the last one they make) Trinity posting on the film commune blog).

I am sure there are more observations that I could share but I just can’t think of them right now.

Lots of love,

Shaych